my birthday is in april but i know what i want....

so last night i decided on something- i know what i want for my birthday. and its totally ridiculous and only one of you can give it to me( by you i mean one of the like four people left who read my blog...which consists of mostly family members or close enough and therefre are the only people who feel inclined to actually GIVE me presents!!) so. basically i have noticeed a trend- when i am far far away from my computer, nowhere near my trusty keyboard and the outlet that is this blog, for example, in taxis on my way to clarke quay, or waiting in line at the pharmacy, i have these close-to-genious thoughts in my head. i mean i think about what iw ould write at that moment if i were in fact at my computer and seriosuly- its like pure gold;) haha no really, i have this constant inner monologue- so intricate and well versed that sometimes i wonder if in fact i might be in a truman show like situation and people are watching my dramedy of a life and listening to my monologe as the shot zooms into a close up on my pensive face staring into the sunset! and messed up as it is i take some sort of pleasure in the fact that somone might be watching- its better then thinking no one can even see you...
anyways- digression- what i need is one of those hand held recorder things- that i can keep in purse and whip out in my moments of genious clarity, to speak into it and be able to write down the things later...yes i realize the risk of looking like an out of place 50's sleuth reporter but hey, it will all be worth it when i get to unload all of my wildy funny and wickedly witty observations onto this blog:)
i realize you will all be clamouring to purchase said item for me- please consult each other and decie who gets the honor of making all my dreams come true;)

lastly- im headed back to bali in t minus four hours. the excitment is litrally almost sickening!!!!!! so for all three of yous sake, im happy to report that this blog will hopefull become substantially more exciting and upbeat:) first things on the agenda- job interview tommorrow ( more details later, im trying nto focus all the universes attention on making that happen so dont want to curse it:) and new tattoo..i seem to like marking my arivals with skin art!